i find it funny

the things we invent to get mad at each other about. stop thinking so much and pick your battles.

if i could give one universal piece of advice to all. it would be that. see the big picture and stop bitching so much and sabotaging your relationships over a petty personal problem.


likes:
practicing stone skipping
the sound peppermint patties make when you tear them
waking up to thunderstorms
moon shoes

dislikes:
the feel of velvet
nicknames
loud eaters
health food snobs

can i just say

i am so ridiculously happy to be done school.
im worried about money. who isn't?
i have a new puppy named wilson
im enjoying being with my friends a lot.
i will be twenty next month and that sucks.
i think everyone is crazy but me.

my top movies right now. in no particular order...

1. beautiful girls
2. this is england
3. big fish
4. wonder boys
5. amelie
6. one flew over the cuckoos nest
7. the dangerous lives of alter boys
8. kill bill (vol 1)
9. rocket science
10. angus

these are the movies on my mind right now. i was originally going to make my top 10 favorites of all time but that was too hard. watch these ones. i might be the only person in PA with angus.

i am a really goofy chick. whoops.


about a half hour ago i got pulled over for "swerving over lines". i think they thought i was drunk because the cop called for back up. i really wasn't doing anything at all, they were just bored. stupid perkasie. 1:30 on a Wednesday night, i guess i get it. anyway i just got a verbal warning and the cop was super nice to me. i got 60 dollars worth of parking tickets in a week too, i should be more careful.

my friend john thinks my blog isnt complex enough, truthfully i only have one cause i really like making lists and organizing my thoughts, even though im not very deep. so on that note...

Things making me happy
this super renegade pair of sunglasses i found
i'm realizing how self aware i am
my new coconut lime candle
i lost my ipod and someone returned it to me, so humanity.
Utorrents
no hard feelings (with a small exception)
i re-own wet hot american summer
25 dollar wawa gift card

I can't wait for summer.

College is so dumb. I'm still working on a get-rich-quick scheme. I finally had one, my plan backfired once my car decided to break. If I could win the lottery or win an amazing lawsuit, I would just drop out and do about a million fun odd jobs that I can quit any time I want and didn't have to waste my time and money in college. I really like what I'm doing with myself now. Recaping on my adventures so far this year has made me really content with how I live. Life would be so awesome if it weren't for school and work getting in the way.

Goals for summer:
stay awake for 3 days
drink more water
save up alot of money just in case
decide on a new major
purchase and ride red bicycle
make it to 20
camp all the time
avoid skin cancer

Ps. that picture is me and rebecca sleeping at lake nockamixon after staying up all night for brents triathlon. summer rules

i need to be smarter. i wish i could jump to 10 years from now so i can know what decisions i need to be making today. i have been happy and content for so long and i feel like im crashing. i knew this would happen.schools broken my spirit and i feel extremely confused. i really need to stop being such a stupid girl. i should probably stay away from boys until the end of time. i should actually let myself have feelings for someone or just become a lesbian. (elisa<3). im tired of basing my day around driving 45 minutes to a school full of people that make me uncomfortable. i hate that being generous is a punishment. i cant sort out my head. too much going on. i cant make everyone happy. i cant possibly make myself "okay" with everyone before its too late. i dont like bitching this much but the last 24 hours has been pretty fucked up.

hapie hollydays

Winter has the most high pressured holidays. I am 60 dollars in debt with a car inspection on Monday. Its pretty nail bitting if your car has been making weird noises and is a geo prism.

Something I can appreciate most about this time of year is that my time is well spent along with all my money.

December was a long, weird, action packed month. Christmas was very nice. My mom and I found some "tight" sweaters to wear for the annual nash christmas eve bash. And no thats not the official name for it, I'm just that lame.
Once again, it'll be nice to have my life back.

I think I figured out why I'm always so bothered with everything. I'm not very mature, but I think I am more mature and level headed than a lot of people who used to be adults to me. If this is true than mankind is doomed. I'm at the age of purgatory. By the time you reach 19 you're just not excited anymore. I am over all my "new" priviledges at 18. I don't care for drinking. The entire bar scene I think is the most depressing lifestyle I have ever seen. The only thing worse than spending every night at the same bar, is being the person hearing the great tales of every god damn night at the same god damn bars. I don't look forward to 21.The only thing I have to look forward to is nothing but the possibility that something good and exciting could always happen.