with all this phillies chaos, election bullshit, halloween frenzies put behind me; i feel like i can finally have my life back.i want to avoid crowds and lines for awhile. as much as i just love accidently being in a happy riot everywhere i go, i think enoughs enough.

finally figured out a life goal. im so happy about it. im so happy about a lot of things right now. i got into my parents old record collections. i found the clockwork orange soundtrack in there, ive been playing in. i feel badass as shit listening to that, its essentially just classical music with some tracks that are sort of trippy.not really badass at all. there was a song stuck in my head for a good year and i couldnt ever find the artist. i finally found it this week. accomplishment feels good.

i spent the entire day with my mom on sunday. we're working on a little project together. we went to all our old neighborhoods varying from philly, ambler, jenkintown, glenside, warrington, fountainville, and doylestown at one point. we took some photos with my moms camera. we played pooh sticks together, the winnie the pooh racing game, just like when i was little on the same bridge. it was cute. i love quality time.

i miss my best friend. every every every day