insomnia

its so cold out. it makes me so happy except my room is always colder than it is outside. which makes it hard for me to stay asleep. i also cant sleep because everyone likes to text me every morning before my alarm goes off, and wakes me up (if im actually asleep in the first place). and finally, i cant stay asleep because of the caffeine i have to drink to make up for not being able to sleep.

halloweens coming up soon. the one night of a year you can look like the biggest asshole alive and its ok. its funny how holidays are created to make certain behaviors acceptable for a night. like going door to door and making strangers give you treats. disregarding everything your parents ever taught you.encouraging your children to sit on a fat mans lap and tell him what you want from his sack. pretending a pastel crazed bunny is sneaking into your house and leaving you presents (and not shit). im pretty sure saint patricks day has no purpose. we've lost site about what these holidays are about, but if we were aware of what its all about. then we wouldnt be celebrating. which is why i love thanksgiving, theres nothing wrong with being appreciative. aside from the genocide of the indians.

ever notice...
every time ive ever been in a public bathroom, theres always a mom in there with like 4 kids. i dont mind, i understand shes busy and clearly overwhelmed. but i just dont think there is anything more uncomfortable than hearing a woman in the stall next to you say, "mommys going tinkles".

how do we get ourselves into these things?