thanksgivin'

my favorite holiday. more important to me than any birthday or christmas. no one understands why i love it so much. its because i am 19 years old, i have no pressure on this holiday. i am not obligated to buy a turkey or prepare dinner for my entire extended family. all i have to do is wake up in a good mood and eat.i love my family, i love mashed potatoes, i love gratuity, its perfect for me. i never had a shitty thanksgiving. this last one couldve been better but it was out of my hands. next year.

i dont think i ever want to go to class again. i want to spend the rest of my life traveling around and buying cool things. not expensive cool things, just weird little things. i figure if i can think of a crazy get rich quick scheme to help me fund that then i am doing it. i love what i do when im not at school. im either with my friends, doing odd jobs, or staying up listening to music and watching new movies

im finally sick. im the last person to get allergies this season. figures. mine came from brians barn show on friday. id say it was worth the eyes watering and the sinus irritation. i dont mind not sleeping the past few days if it meant that i was up having fun, which i was. so its whatever.

this picture i have displayed in this blog is me drawn as half terminator. my little brother made it, its the greatest thing i have ever received.

im having a weird week. its only wednesday..well thursday now.

im sitting here watching The Warriors (ballin!) recaping my week so far. on monday i got into a really uncomfortable situation with the asian mafia that roams around my school that seems to grow bigger every day. tuesday while driving on 202 from school when i saw an unconscious man in his car on the side of the road. i turned around to make sure he was ok. with my luck he turns out to be a very very intoxicated old man who slammed into a telephone pole. i asked him to get out of his car, he refused. so i memorized his liscense plate and before i knew it was giving my first suspect description...all i wanted was some taco bell. today i got to be on the cbs weather report. you can see me jumping up and down, i was really excited to be on probably the least watched news station.

i finally lived the great american dream: creating an adult sized crib. ever since me and kerri both got matching day beds 3 years ago, its all ive ever wanted. and no, its not something kinky sex thing. its just awesome for hanging out.

i cant wait to see how the rest of my week goes.

with all this phillies chaos, election bullshit, halloween frenzies put behind me; i feel like i can finally have my life back.i want to avoid crowds and lines for awhile. as much as i just love accidently being in a happy riot everywhere i go, i think enoughs enough.

finally figured out a life goal. im so happy about it. im so happy about a lot of things right now. i got into my parents old record collections. i found the clockwork orange soundtrack in there, ive been playing in. i feel badass as shit listening to that, its essentially just classical music with some tracks that are sort of trippy.not really badass at all. there was a song stuck in my head for a good year and i couldnt ever find the artist. i finally found it this week. accomplishment feels good.

i spent the entire day with my mom on sunday. we're working on a little project together. we went to all our old neighborhoods varying from philly, ambler, jenkintown, glenside, warrington, fountainville, and doylestown at one point. we took some photos with my moms camera. we played pooh sticks together, the winnie the pooh racing game, just like when i was little on the same bridge. it was cute. i love quality time.

i miss my best friend. every every every day