all time favorite songs

these are my top 20 songs of all time. since i've learned to love music these are the ones that have stayed.

1. Harvey danger- Private Helicopter
2. INXS- Beautiful Girl
3. Neil Young- Harvest Moon
4. Rival Schools- Good things
5. Ash- Burn Baby Burn
6. Mazzy Star- Bells Ring
7. Modest Mouse- The View
8. Violent Femmes- Blister in the Sun
9. Peter Bjorn & John- Paris 2004
10. Pinback- loro
11. Talking Heads- And she was
12. Saves the Day- A Drag in D Flat
13. Drama Rama- Anything
14. Pete Yorn- For Nancy
15. Polaris- Hey Sandy
16. Alkaline Trio- Goodbye Forever
17. Bright Eyes- First Day of my Life
18. The Appleseed Cast- Fishing the Sky
19. Shout Out Louds- Normandie
20. The Cure- Mint Car

summer shouldnt have to end

"that's the way it goes, but don't forget, it goes the other way too."

summer was something else. i feel like it was off to a dull start with doing routine things and hanging out for the sake of hanging out. i really think august was the most pivotal month of my life. i finally went out of the country. i even got to see the sunrise in paris. i even learned how to appreciate here more. one of the greatest moments for me was the top of this mountain. i could see all of Barcelona. one of the worst moments for me was having my credit card eaten in an ATM machine in the Barcelona airport.

i feel so happy because ive built some good friendships this summer. i did alot of really cool things that i could brag about all day. im sad its over. schools comically boring so far. its been one week. im happy to get back into routine but angry about all the free time ive lost, plus the starter in my car broke. hows a girl supposed to get to school? we took a nice/poorly planned beach trip last weekend. we ended up sleeping in van, then finishing our rest on the beach for a good 7 hours. my back is killing me and i think i gained 6lbs but i had a great time.
im really living on the edge right now. i havent purchased any books, or a parking permit. ive been sneaking through my classes and hiding my borrowed car. i am a wild woman.
im back to my old self. watching 90s movies with john. not sleeping. stealing music. and makings lists.

things i need to do:
1. get credit
2. give brent about $350
3. move in with abbey
4. convince my mom im not a lesbian
5. buckle down
6. make a few doctors visits before i get dropped from insurance
7. get rid of my dingle berry of a car